9 centimeters on tibias with Dr. Barinov, Volgograd-Russia

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Great, nice agility, any pain now?

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Quote from: Wannabegiant on September 08, 2014, 04:34:23 AMYeah i know there is no way to know for sure, all i know is that she tried really really hard, suk up to me to get me back for the duration of over 6 months, i responded of course but i was quite cold and distant. Then i said something which im sure was a bit hurtful to her, and then she stopped contacting me, although she did *like* some photos i put up on fb even after that..

I can almost guarantee she is still thinking about me, although it could easily be negative thoughts since i technically ditched her, although she knew she had it coming after how she behaved at times.

And yeah i think probably she has had some other dudes during this time since it is so easy for girls, but i know she is single and she isnt that type of girl who sleeps around a lot (she doesnt even drink at all at parties/clubs).

without sounding to much like a douche I can say for sure that im very different from most guys out there though (im adopted and my ethnicity is very rare in Sweden), i have a very masculine face, a very dark voice and i would say my features are very good and very unique. She can definitely find conventionally better looking dudes but they would all be very different from me, she will have a very hard time finding something similar at least.

But like i said, the only reason im thinking about her so much is because i couldnt finish it because of LL taking so long, and because im unable to pursue other girls in my current condition, much will be different when i get out of these frames.

I admire your confidence bro. You'll be just fine.

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Quote from: RGKEY on September 09, 2014, 01:58:29 AM4 MONTHS POST LL, LIFE @ 9CMS TALLER

Bro, you're looking better than ever! Your arms and upper body look jacked and you're clearly a skiLL Forumul salsero. You give me hope bro. Only 4 more months to go before I join the crew at Dr. Barinov's facility. It's good for us all to see you doing so well. Thanks for posting this.

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Quote from: Hallijah on September 09, 2014, 07:02:18 AMGreat, nice agility, any pain now?

yes in the mornings especially

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Quote from: LifesTooShort on September 09, 2014, 11:04:54 AMBro, you're looking better than ever! Your arms and upper body look jacked and you're clearly a skiLL Forumul salsero. You give me hope bro. Only 4 more months to go before I join the crew at Dr. Barinov's facility. It's good for us all to see you doing so well. Thanks for posting this.

hehe thanx bro!! yeah im trying hard, working out every day)))

4 months? wow! good luck there my friend!!

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Can u describe it?Quote from: RGKEY on September 09, 2014, 11:05:29 AMyes in the mornings especially

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Quote from: Hallijah on September 09, 2014, 03:33:35 PMCan u describe it?

lot of stiffness, like If the day before i had the work out of my life.

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Quote from: RGKEY on September 08, 2014, 01:06:33 PMHEY GIANT!:-)) TODAY ANOTHER DAY FEELING BETTER)) I HOPE YOU TOO

For wat i read on one of your posts, it seems to me that you werent taking control of the situation with that girl, even if she was very atracted to you and even willing to date you, most girls wont take any steps, you have to lead them into it. Very rarely girls will come up front and do the seducing job for you, they will go as far as "oh you are nice" "you are cute, attractive" and that is it my friend, if a girl tells you that then you are in a safe position, all you need to do is just to escalate things physically and verbally so you dont get stuck in friend zone. Girls have to much pressure to be judge or to be seem as easy girls, girls hate that and for that reason would never reconized s**t verbally and might even reject you verbally even when her actions indicate so much interest on you. So as long as she gives you compliance then you are good. Yeah I'm also sure I will find the a nice one for me when the time is right. I invested a lot on leaning about girls and their screwed up minds hahaha, but it was all worthy

Thanks man, i appreciate other peoples take on this, btw your dancing looks really good, great mobility!

Well she most likely had some physical attraction to me, but not enough to want to date me, at least not initially. There where other dudes around who where taller, buffer and dressed better so she probably noticed i was lacking a bit in those areas. Personality is important too and she enjoyed hanging out with me, but pretty girls these days want the whole package you know.

She also used the argument when she frienzoned me, that if you are intimate with someone, usually you lose contact pretty soon with that person, and she wanted to have me in her life for a loong time. This is what she said although i dont believe it 100%, if i was attractive enough to her at that point she would most likely have gone for it anyway, so its mainly an excuse to not make me upset lol.

She was nice at times and slightly flirty, but she was also disrespectful many times, calling me to come meet her at clubs reaally late before i could even prepare or invite some of my own friends, and then when i met her she would sometimes dissappear in the club and hang out with some other friends she knew there, and returned to me when she was bored kind of. She probably thought she did me a great service to let me hang out with her (lol) since she had so many more friends than i did and she was very popular unlike me.

Im really curious if she has changed her manners after i ditched her, im thinking she might have since she probably never expected me to leave, and this might have been a wake up call for her. Even regardless of me being taller or not she might have treated me more respectfully if i came back, but i didnt want to risk feeling inadequate around her anymore, i wanted it to be obvious that i was on the same level next time i see her, and with height and more muscle and better clothes, i know im easily on that level despite not being as popular.

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Quote from: LifesTooShort on September 09, 2014, 11:00:51 AMI admire your confidence bro. You'll be just fine.

Thanks bro, yeah i think so too, just sad having to spend so much time thinking about it and not being able to act and see what happens, this way if it went bad i could at least move on, and if it went good then well i will most likely never know if my improved looks was the reason, but i wont be complaining. 

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This has to be one of the best "diaries" I've read on here!